I’m so stressed now days…teaching lessons, watching my lessons on video over and over and over again, projects, papers, and all trying to plan for my wedding. Sometimes I wanna sit in my room and scream at the top of my lungs…but I know no one will hear me. No one every hears me. I speak but no one listens. I’m drowned out by the selfish needs of others. I’m a nice person, I listen to other people. I offer my shoulder for them to cry on. I show empathy. But, who’s there to comfort me? Some days it feels like I’m all my myself in this big damn world.
I wish I could rewind a few years back…back to when I had someone to actually vent to. Back to when I would skip lecture class to go eat with my friends. Back to when I was so innocent to this world.
All this stress is building up inside me, and I’m going to burst soon. I can feel it. Hopefully someone can find it in them to help me defuse this stress bomb.